Tuesday 1 June 2010

I Mustn't...

I feel suffocated
Let me out please
My hands are tied down
Please set me free
I cannot make your decisions
I cannot make your pain go away
Your battles are for you to fight
I can hardly make it out sane through my own
Don’t drag me down with you
I love you, but there is only so much I can do
My mind and heart are under duress
And I don’t know how much longer
I can carry on with such stress
My will these days to give up and for all to stop
Surpasses my will to hope for anything beyond this all
Off-late I visit my grave lonely hopeless place
Far too often for my own likes…
For I know better;
I am better and stronger, 
I mustn't give up,
I mustn't
I mustn't
I mustn't…

… *Inn Allah Ma'a Sa'abire'en!
(*God is with those who are patient)

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