Life...

Life creeps up on you in the most unexpected of ways. Some people say that this is what keeps it going - makes it interesting, while others look at the twists, the wily turns, and cringe. Being brave may be a noble quality but it sure isn't easy. Flinching from a pain that deep with in yourself curdles away from not being voiced or shared, remaining totally locked up inside you, leaves you feeling utterly bleak and exhausted. Never had we thought that there may come a time in life - when some things we would never be able to share out of fear- with not a single other soul besides you and yourself. When thoughts break out into a tornado that is confined to our own existence, everything inside of us gets shaken beyond comprehension. And yet faith in something more powerful keeps you going in hopes of a tomorrow that will fix it, perhaps even send something better your way. While we nurture this faith to keep replenishing it with strength to last longer and root itself firmly deep, somewhere inside us all hides a parasitic existence that could break loose torridly, in the bat of an eye. Holding on firmly to every possible shred of sanctity that we can, we surge on knowing this amassed pain and confusion too shall pass. Either that, or we ourselves will, either ways bringing upon our souls a peace. If our journey has been guided by the right force, the passing away of our bodies wont matter, for they will have reached their deserving place in peace. Making sure that no matter how hard the now may get, standing firm by making the right choices in all matters, WILL decide where we are headed in the long haul of events. Peace is what I forever seek. Peace is what I aspire for. Peace is what at this very moment seems slipping away lest I catch hold of myself before the Shaytan truly does...


- I crave and pray for a peace My Lord, that only You best can provide...
Ameen.