Dont want to care?

There were always ppl who didnt ever care
so if ''you'' now really want to, then do please beware
for this heart of mine trampled, has been beaten bare
and has learnt to numb itself and remain unsnared

The love read of in classics, Jane Austen, Jane Eyre
that love's now non existent, or extinct, has disappeared?
Seems too tasking to once again, for someone begin to care
Im tired, spent, I dont know if I even wish anymore to go there...