Saturday 10 January 2009

Flitting thoughts assembling...

The recent barrage of comments, views and thoughts shared by people that I share my personal and virtual existence with, makes me wonder about the world that I seem to be living in right now...

Some speak of doom like its knocking at my door right as I type this word NOW!

Some speak of hopelessness which to a faithless heart would mean death of all, misery to all, hate them all....

Some speak with words so firm, so stern, so sure, as if they are God (Astaghfirullah)!

Some silently and softly keep encouraging mankind and muslims specifically, to not lose faith in Allah swt and keep praying, for themselves as well as for all of humanity...

While sitting amidst the variety of it all, browsing through comments and listening to conversations... I wonder, that if I let the bleakness and negativity seep through me, then what exactly am I left with? The world apparently is Doomed and coming to an end anyways right?

Or, perhaps I can balance myself out and feel like I gave a part of the healthy me to those who needed me, the best I possibly could, in what ever way(s) I could, and then try surrounding myself with the happiness (in whichever form or measure) the Lord has blessed me with, by being grateful for it and embracing it all encompassingly...

I think I'll choose the latter... death is gauranteed; the time, manner, form and place of it is not... I think I should worry about keeping my soul happy, so that whenever it goes, it goes knowing that it is going to a safe place. Inorder to do that, I have to only, and Only and ONLY hold on to Allah swt really tight... and constantly read His words, and try my human best to follow them... inshAllah...

Ameen.

2 comments:

Eramsurviv0r said...

Don't forget that simply living your life, caring for yourself...your family and friends , wishing only goodness for the others, is also considered a "good deed" that you get rewarded for when you have "Ni'ah".

Try taking the best of this life to the best of the next one. Take care.

Hayaah said...

iA... thats the test rite... :)