Absolve Myself

Lose myself,
Abuse myself?
These thoughts of you,
How do I
Diffuse myself.

Get under covers,
To warm myself?
These thoughts of you,
They in me
Suffuse thyself!

Walk around people,
To divert myself.
From these thoughts of you,
How do I
Remove myself?

Smiling at all
I kid myself.
Talking to walls,
I amuse myself?
Thinking of you
I bait myself.

Wondering? Questioning?
To this yet another fate,
How do I
Absolve myself?