Wednesday, 3 March 2010

Anguished Weakness

It hurts... gosh it oh so still hurts...
like ever before, and just like then sore,
It hurts... It still hurts oh so much and then some more...
I pacify myself to let go,
Not walk to that place, no not again, oh no!
It beckons; strong memories from afore,
I frightened; beg the reel to please stop!
I wipe my tears and remind my heart to blot!
Conciously my mind begins to work on it...
Close my eyes I do then,
And with beads of prayer I decide to sleep on it...

4 comments:

Meena said...

awww :-(
Sorry...I wish I could hug you.

Hayaah said...

Id have loved it at the time...

Id love it anytime actually...

I crave friendly hugs from people who matter.

The superficiality of those I meet on a regular basis is muchu annoying!

ommarah said...

Lost love and it hurts...the intensity may lessen but the actual feel of loss...deep down inside never truly goes does it...can fully relate to this...May Allah help us be braver, stronger ..and may time be our healer IA

Hayaah said...

Ameen!

Prayer and faith always helps, if nothing else :)